7-Mei-2012
That was a mini heart attack for me. I dunno what I feel. I dunno what I see… Speechless… That’s what I feel. Am I wrong if I get jealous? I saw she hold his hand when she was sleeping. And he didn’t deny it. In front of me. He know me so well, he should know what to do. If he really really want to do that just don’t do that in front of me. It’s hurting me. Maybe I’m too selfish.
6-May-2012 8:20am
Last nite I had deep conversation with my friend. At the beginning we talked about music then he reminded me with him. We talked about him then. He gave me advice to don’t give him hopeless, because it makes us hard to forget each other. I asked to my friend “Did he ever expect me? Who is it? Me or him?” And he answered “I think he ever expected with you, but he just didn’t want to show it” okay….. After heard it my heart was beating so fast… Dag dig dug dag dig dug! Bam! And he said “both of you will hard to forget each other” hmmmm maybe I can’t forget him, but I don’t know if he in the same way with me or no. I hope someday you’ll realize that I always be here waiting for you.
